I must admit that January has been a difficult month. A number of issues at school around key IT systems have put a high degree of focus on part of my team requiring them to seriously step up and take on new challenges. The last two weeks of January have been particularly difficult as we have struggled to fix the issues which have arose plus where we have found it difficult to identify alternative solutions. Now, as February begins, however, after many days of struggle, solutions have been found and these solutions not only represent a solution to the problems but also an improvement on the setup as it had been previously. I must admit to having become stressed during January and also to being annoyed at times as to my inability to resolve the issues in hand. I also acknowledge having seen things as a “Failure” to find a solution as opposed to a “not yet” moment. I need to be more conscious of this in future as my behaviours are what people see as opposed to my intentions so if I talk the talk I need to be seen to walk the walk. I have also noticed myself using an old favourite phrase of mine: “The problem is…..”. This is definitely something I need to knock on the head, as stating the problems will most likely sound either negative or obstructive in search for solutions. Am not sure if “the challenge is…” sounds any better but the main thing will be to take care to avoid labeling inconveniences, difficulties, momentary challenges, minor deviations from the plan, etc. as “problems”.
Professional Development
The above problems have led to me getting more directly involved with some of the schools IT systems. This has meant dusting off my old SQL skills and learning some new software solutions, etc. It has been fun to get directly involved although at times frustrating such as when I spend around half a day updating a tables data just to find out that an automated routine deleted the tables data every evening. This goes to indicate the importance of documenting systems, something that is generally left to last and therefore often missed out altogether.
I must note that the above wasn’t an area I had foreseen as professional development I would be doing this year however it has certainly challenged me and forced me to learn new things. Challenge was one of things I had identified in my pledges so I am happy in this area at least for now. I would also say that this highlights some concepts in the book “Open” which I have been reading recently in that my learning was in a time which suited me plus via online resources and forums as opposed to more traditional training or PD models.
Fitness
On a personal note my efforts to maintain a minimum of 30mins exercise a day in the form of walking , have been successful. I doubt I will ever manage to do kilometres worth of jogging in the morning before work, as some do, however at least I am making an effort and making some, albeit modest, progress.
Reading
My reading in January has seen me complete two books in Open by David Price and The Upside of Irrationality by Dan Ariely. I have also done a little additional reading around data science and python programming. The one thing I am looking forward to is having the garden at my new house done and to being able to sit out when the spring finally arises, to read a book or two. Am sure I will be sharing a few photos of me sunning myself, with a beer and a good book in the months to come.
Journaling
My journaling started off particularly well this month with me putting aside time to take notes on my experiences of each week. Sadly as other issues arose as indicated in my opening paragraph, this has dropped by the wayside. As I reflect on this the urgent/important quadrant diagram jumps to mind. The things I have focussed on during some of this month have been the urgent items and have also been important however journaling, although not urgent, may be very important in the long run in providing me something to reflect on. Without a record to reflect on I am at the mercy of my incomplete and often inaccurate recollections of things. Any attempt to derive improvement is negatively impacted upon by the resulting inaccuracies or omissions. I will need to try and ensure I make a greater effort to secure my journaling time against other needs and tasks which may encroach.
In Conclusion
I cannot believe that the first month of 2018 has already been and gone, that one twelfth of the year is gone. As I often say, “onwards and upwards”!


I look forward to the new year, 2018, and what it might bring. For me it is a bit of a new beginning in that I moved into my new home in November/December and therefore 2018 marks my first year in my new surroundings, a home of my own as opposed to rented or company provided accommodation.
The BETT conference was an important part of January. This year I had gone with a very specific plan as to the vendors I wanted to see along with the various seminars and presentations I wanted to see in the single day I intended to attend the BETT event. As it was I found it to be a very busy and successful day in which I picked up a number of thoughts and ideas. Sadly, although the event itself was very successful my trip back to Somerset turned out to be a little fraught following car issues in the form of a faulty battery. My drive back to Somerset was therefore plagued with worries of my car giving out on the motorway or worse of losing my cars lights driving on country roads as daylight was disappearing during my journey home.
And another year draws to a close and once again I find myself sat down reflecting on the year which has passed. This time as I sit down, I do so in my own new house having only recently relocated. This alone is a nice feeling as for the last 10 years I have been either in company provided accommodation while in the UAE, or in rented accommodation. To actually be able to talk about “my home” is a nice feeling and a nice way to finish the year, albeit I do admit to a highly stressful period of moving plus also a number of trials and tribulations throughout the year in relation to getting to where I am now.
And so the new academic year, 2017/18 begins…..
Having just turned 41 years of age, it makes for a good time to reflect a little on the year so far. Firstly I think its important to note that this year appears to be disappearing very fast. I feel at this point as if the Christmas period was only yesterday. I suspect a quick review of past posts will show a similar perception throughout the year. I may be able to draw positive conclusions from this, in that time flies when you are having fun, or negative conclusions in that I am that busy I am unable to stop and truly experience or review the events that have occurred. A third option, and the one I think I will stick with on this occasion, is the that this clearly highlights the frailty of our memories to accurately reflect past events.
When I wrote my resolutions I listed a need for mindfulness including an awareness of my emotional state, however I don’t think I fully appreciated the importance of this aspect of life. My recent reading of Meditations by Marcus Aurelius and also The Obstacle is the way by Ryan Holiday have both further brought this into focus. Our reality is viewed through the lens of our perception, therefore if we take a more optimistic view, if we focus on what is in our control, then we can bring about a more positive reality. With this in mind I think I have made some progress, for realisation is a step in itself. This however will need to be something which I continue to consider, and to revisit.
My current book which I am reading is Happiness by Design by Paul Dolan. I think it will be interesting to revisit my reflections having completed reading this as it has already raised some interesting ideas in relation to pleasure and purpose. At this point I think I am more of a busy, or purposeful, person. Am not sure yet whether this is a good thing or not.
So it’s the final day of 2016 and the start of 2017 draws ever closer. As such now is the time to conclude my 2 part blog, which started with a look back on 2016, by looking forward and setting out my plans, pledges or resolutions for 2017. My targets for the year ahead are not as quantifiable as those set for 2016. This is the result of reflection which has led me to conclude that the narrow focus of quantifiable targets, which although good for motivation, fails to allow for the appreciation of the richer nature of life and the achievements of a whole year. As such this years resolutions are more broad strokes, with quantifiable and measurable targets set on a weekly or monthly basis as need arises.